FINDING YOURSELF AGAIN IN THE CHAOS with Susannah Sprague

In this episode, Susannah Sprague returns for a year of the Firehorse update, discussing pivoting and how what may seem like the worst endings can be making way for a new identity and incredible new beginnings. 

Follow Susannah at @susannahsidequests and @susannahunleashed

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Transcript

SPEAKER_00 0:19

Well, hey there, and welcome to another episode of the After Hours Chats podcast. And I have back, um, and and at the time that we're recording this, um, it is actually the new moon in Aries, and a Friday too, which is like, you know, Freya and Frig's Day as well. So yeah, it's like Goddess Day as well as the new moon in Aries. So it was kind of meant to be that we were meant to, that we're gonna be recording this today, just because of the conversations we get into. But I am very happy to welcome back uh Susanna Sprague. And yeah, we're actually going to talk like all things, like how the year of the fire horse has been going for us, um, among other, you know, a couple other um interesting topics today that you know I would absolutely love to get like Susanna's take on. And, you know, and I swear that it's been because I'm recording a few um episodes this week, and um, you know, and I just released at the time of this recording um uh my interview with Zach of the Gothic gym Death Comes Lifting, and then Simarie Johnson, and you know, who's gonna be, you know, who is actually, if you're listening to, you know, whenever you're listening to this, she's the podcast before Susanna. So, but yeah, but like there seems to be a running theme with these last couple of um episodes, which is we're like kind of just getting into like just talking like philosophy, spirituality, and even, you know, Simarie, she got into some current events and the conversation got spicy, but in a good way. Um, and now with like um, you know, with Susanna, it's like we were last talking about the year of the fire horse and how you know we need to, you know, because we were just coming out of the wood snake and going into the year of the fire horse, and it was like, okay, how are we prepping for the year of the fire horse? But yeah, I would love to get because I know you've been doing some cool stuff, so I would love to get an update on yeah, how has the year of the fire horse been for you?

SPEAKER_01 2:28

Oh my goodness. Well, firstly, Tiffany, thank you so much for having me again. Pleasure to be here. Yes, and uh good to be here on a Friday. Good to be here on an Aries new moon. Yeah, good to be here while there's seven freaking planets in Aries. I know it's a powerful um it's the macro and the micro right now are on fire. Um so I'm happy to be here. But yeah, this you know I would the the thing about Aries, Aries being the beginning of the zodiac. Um, it is like it's before things take shape, it's that energy of creation, right? And so we have all these you know celestial bodies all in the same expansive, creative and be explosive, you know, because that's what creation is. There is energy behind creation. So when a human being is suddenly created, there's an explosion that happens. Um, and uh an explosion, a biological one, a spiritual one, an energetic one. And so anytime something is created, uh, it requires a lot of you know energy to go into that. So we've got that going on right now, and I can feel it. Like yesterday yesterday, for example, um, you know, I'm in a I'm in a service role where I am client-facing. Uh-huh. And so whenever you're dealing with the public, whenever you're dealing with any kind of customer service of any kind, you're you're gonna get spicy people. It's just life. You can't please everybody all the time. Yesterday, some some some very fired up um people, and I even told this to my husband before we got into this weekend. I said, listen, tempers are gonna flare, people are gonna be edgy. You know, if somebody gets angry, just just remind yourself, like zoom out a little bit and go, Yeah. There's more going on here that most people are not conscious of, they're not even aware of it. You mentioned planets and they're they're like, what?

SPEAKER_03 4:50

They're like, What?

SPEAKER_01 4:52

That's okay. They're just floating rocks in the sky. It's like, no, lower than that. But their actions will prove that uh the alignment of those celestial bodies have something to do with us, you know, physically. But anyway, yeah, I was I was warning my husband, just like pump the brakes, like don't get into it, don't don't let yourself get overwhelmed with emotion, because right now um there's just there there can be explosion between people and communication can break down because uh anyway. So, and then yesterday I had some had some moments where I had to remind myself of that same advice and just take it easy, right? And if we can take a look at the world around us right now, the more of us that can deep breath, pump, pump our own brakes. We don't need to pump anybody else's brakes because we're not responsible for other people, but we can pump our own emotional brakes, yeah. Take a pause before reacting. Um, you're gonna save yourself a lot of a lot a lot of a lot of friction, a lot of trouble, a lot of conflict. Um, yeah, but this is also a really powerful time to create, create new things, create um business, create relationships, create art, create um your body, create, create, create, create, create. So the time to channel all this powerful energy. Um, so it's a good day to to have this conversation. And um anyway, you asked me how how what I've been doing and how things have been. Uh yeah, so we're we're mid-April 2026, and it I mean, I know I'm not alone, but it feels like 2026 has been 10 years long. Um every week, every uh day or other day, it feels like some massive uh shift has happened globally in our politics, and you know, all kinds of things. Um anyway, so 20 April, it it we it feels like it's 2030 already. Uh so much gets jam-packed. But the last time we were talking was at the you know, just the tail end of the snake and the instigation, the the which does seem like 10 years ago, exactly.

SPEAKER_00 7:16

You know, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 7:18

It does, it really does. Uh-huh. And time's doing a funny thing right now, too. Like it's it's speeding up. Yeah. It is it we're not processing time the way we've always processed time. No, it's not happening. Yeah. Uh even if we've always felt like time passes quickly, something's going on where our relationship to time, how we process time and what happens in time is dramatically speeding up. Right. But anyway, that's that's another conversation. But uh yeah, so we spoke at the tail end of the snake and at the ignition. And uh and you and I were both very much looking forward to that snake year, that shedding, that ending and year, all of that just coming to a close. And there were some layers and and and and sleeves and and skins and masks and stuff to to crumble away. When we're in um at the end of the end of last month, end of February, I started a a new um a new a new gig, a new role at work uh with a company. And so I've been really focused on that. I when I start something, I don't like to I just like to learn as much as possible. I like to become the best I can be at something. I'm just I'm highly competitive with myself, yes, but I'm also competitive with other people. I'm being totally honest and transparent. If there is a start line and it's me and some other people, I'm like, I'm winning. I'm gonna do whatever it takes to win. Yeah, but that requires me to be my best. Um, so anyway, I'm very competitive in I very much like being good at what I do. I like to be considered good at what I do. I like that kind of feedback from people that they trust me, that I seem knowledgeable, all of that. So I'm doing something relatively new and so a lot to learn. And I've just been in student mode pretty much. Student, um, and that can be very humbling. Yeah, right. Of course. Yeah. Just I don't know, I need help, those kinds of things, but those are important stages to be in too. So I've been in that that growth, like very, very quick growth stage. And I'm, you know, two months pretty much into this role and and excelling and actually doing better than you know what's expected, which is something that I strive for. You know, you tell me that I need to be here, I'm like, all right, well, I'll just I'll end up right here. Always that's just important to me in all the things that I do. And so I've been using this fire horse energy very specifically in that area of my life, um, because one of the massive layers that I lost during the snake year was my identity around career. Yes, I was so enmeshed in a certain role, doing a certain thing with certain people, and it was a big part of my who I felt I I was and the world and my purpose and that. And it was just, I mean, it was yanked. Like if I was if it was a rug, it was pulled. It was gone. Yeah. None of the none of the plates and glasses were still standing, everything came crashing down. And that was that was August uh last year, August, September last year. There was a good period of time from August to February, uh-huh. Where in internally I was really fucked. I was sad, I was frustrated, I was hopeless. Yeah, I was um it was very it was really dark, super dark days where I didn't want to get out of bed. Yeah. Um and I've never been that way my entire life. And I was that way. Things were just it was painful. So the beginning of this fire year, it was like, all right, like I could feel it. When we talked, I could feel the shift in the momentum, and I could feel the shift in the energy. And there was more, it was like I could feel my battery had had charged uh enough to make some calls because it was dead before that. Uh and uh and I've just I've really focused a lot of this fire energy into my career and redefining that and creating something totally new, new relationships, new routines, new, new purpose. Um and I I can feel that pilot light in me again. I can feel it growing and getting bigger and and and also sustaining itself. So that's another aspect of it too. Because if your pilot light keeps getting blown out by the wind, you know, random disruptions, it's not a very strong flame, it doesn't have a very strong source of you know material to burn. Uh right now it's on, and I don't really have to tend to it too much, and it's just you know, but that that takes a it takes a lot of self-reflection, it takes a lot of acceptance and like oh, it takes a lot of prayer. Yeah. Um and I threw in some white magic uh on top of it because sometimes you know, you can I mean I probably applied for like 300 job postings. I was like, I'll just I'll at this point I'll I'll kind of maybe just do anything.

SPEAKER_00 13:02

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 13:04

And uh nothing was working.

SPEAKER_00 13:06

Right.

SPEAKER_01 13:07

So the physical stuff that I I was doing the footwork, but it nothing was still moving even at that point.

SPEAKER_03 13:13

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 13:13

So I was like, I'm gonna have to bring in the woo-woo because the woo-woo are the big Sometimes you gotta bring in the woo-woo, you know.

SPEAKER_00 13:20

I I totally hear that, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 13:24

I don't always I don't rely on it, but I know that it I mean everything's woo-woo. Like there is no life without the woo-woo. So yeah. But sometimes you can call in some very, very specific, concentrated. We're gonna we're gonna point some woo-woo at this one thing. Um and I did a I did a did a nice little ritual and asking for the perfect job, and that was January January 7th. Uh-huh. And on January 11th, I found it. And it was perfect. And it flowed and there was no resistance, and it just unfolded, and it just worked out. It worked out perfect. I mean so sometimes you gotta call in your spirit guides, sometimes you gotta call in your ancestors, sometimes you gotta call in the wind, the air, the flower, and the earth. Sometimes they need to all show up at the same time to your back. So I yeah. I I had to pull from all angles to pull to get out of that snake ear. I need all the resources I could possibly could.

SPEAKER_00 14:38

Oh yeah, yeah, just to kind of get that. But hey, I mean, apparently, you know, but hey, it worked, you know, and it's interesting because while I am a water sign, I'm very much drawn to fire, you know, and well, I do have a fire sign in um Mars. So that's you know, that's probably it right there and everything. But um, but yeah, but I'm drawn to fire, like when it comes to like, you know, in like candles and all that stuff, when it comes to having to bring in like the, you know, like you said, the woo-woo and everything. And um, you know, but um, but yeah, but like I, you know, I've that that's kind of like my way of, you know, just like really focusing. Like if I, you know, I'm trying to like get something, you know, get something going and like I need like that extra creative spark and everything, you know. I I get I get these like Reiki infused candles from this amazing shop in my area called Modern Alchemy Creative. So shout out to them and the awesome owner cat. And I use their um their sound sanctuary for sound healing and all that stuff, which is like also helped me in pretty much all ways tremendously. And um, you know, and there there really is. I mean, there there is science to sound, you know, sound healing and frequencies and all that stuff. And it's like, you know, people are like, oh, that's pseudoscience. No, it's not. There's, I mean, there has been, I mean, you know, a lot. I mean, granted, like, yes, the powers that be hopefully soon to be powers that were, you know. Yes, you know, we're manifesting that. But like, but um, but yeah, but you know, of course, you know, over the centuries and the years they've tried to cover up those things because there's a reason why they've removed every bell from every tower because those bells are on a frequency of healing.

SPEAKER_01 16:34

Yes, you don't you don't see bells, you don't hear bells, and they're like, Oh, we we don't need to tell the time. No, right, we don't have those bells because they are healing, they're healing frequency. So sound is sound is so very healing to our bodies and the water in our bodies, so our cells, all of those things. Um, you there's people that have killed cancer cells, yeah.

SPEAKER_02 17:04

Yeah, absolutely, absolutely. I'm not a doctor, right? But we we have to make that disclaimer right there, you know.

SPEAKER_01 17:13

Yeah, I'm not a doctor. This is not medical advice, right? However, if you're dealing with a chronic illness, explore the option, just explore what's it gonna hurt? Uh it's not gonna make it worse. Um so explore the option of sound healing. It's yeah, it's pretty, it's it's pretty magical, actually. It's pretty actually a lot of science behind sound and frequency and what and how it changes things. Um you know, you look at like cymatics, right? What happens, um, what happens there if you, you know, I mean, you ever see those videos where they've got like salt or some sort of powder on um, you know, a table, and underneath it, certain sounds are being vibrated through the and the the powder, it's typically salt or something like that, it creates geometric patterns from the sound that are patterns, patterns. And yeah, so if it's doing that with something that you can see, you know, think of all the things that it's doing inside your body that you can't see. But if it's doing that to salt, why wouldn't it do that to other things?

SPEAKER_00 18:27

Why wouldn't it, yeah, do that to like cells in the human body and everything? And yeah, yeah. And from from the time I started incorporating uh sound healing into my own uh regimen, you know, like I said, I've noticed such a difference just in myself on a personal level, emotional level, mental, physical, like everything, you know, and it truly, I mean, kind of like what you said. If anything, it can't make it worse. Right. You know. So what's the harm in just giving it a try? You know, and you know, and I'm actually I'm starting to, you know, study it further. I might get my uh certification in it. I'm you know, that's something I'm considering doing as well. Um but yeah, but I've just been studying it, studying it further, and you know, whether we're using, you know, actual, you know, sound frequency like music and everything, like music at 432 hertz or whatever hertz you're using for whatever purpose you need, or we're using the sound bowls or bells. And interesting fact, during World War II, that is when they took out like all the bells in the churches in Germany, you know, all those Central European countries that you know they that they were the the not so good group, you know. I don't know what I can say, especially on YouTube. I know YouTube can be because I do upload the video version of this to YouTube, and I know YouTube can be super sensitive, but so but I think y'all know what I mean, you know, and who I'm talking about. So World War II. But um, but yeah, but that but they took out all of the bells from the churches, you know, in you know, all of the areas that were affected, because when you really look deep into just that whole movement, there is just su it was like it wasn't just you know what's talked about on the external, there was also a whole deep underbelly as to what was going on there and why they took out the bells and like the freak, you know, because they didn't want, you know, those they they wanted to keep people in that fearful low vibrational state, you know, and because that's how you know if we're in a low vibrational state, if we're in fear, we can be controlled, and you see that even today.

SPEAKER_01 20:53

Uh so they've been, I mean, they've been doing that for you know, way even way before World War II. But yeah, that was you know, that was a concerted effort to uh you know really, really bring in the propaganda. So dial up the propaganda, dial up the fear, and dial down, dumb down the discernment, the autonomy, the the self-empowerment, the self-trust. Yes. And if you don't trust yourself, right, you gotta find somebody else to trust, and you might as well trust them, you know, right. And you know, they tell you that there's something to be afraid of if you don't if you don't have your natural healing modalities or your processes and you know the the sound frequencies and the they start bringing in fluorescent lighting and all kinds of other things. It's a whole systematic approach to remove you from the process of being a human being. Right. Disconnect from yourself, and if you're disconnected from yourself, you you will latch on to. Something else. And then enough people do that, you can get them to do anything. You can get them to agree to things.

SPEAKER_00 22:07

Oh, yeah. Well, even in the um episode with um Simarie Johnson, um, we were talking about how, like, in this world, in this whole like matrix system, you're taught from basically the time you're born to forego your autonomy, to look at, you know, look at others to be the experts in everything instead of trusting yourself, being a whole human being inside yourself and going and truly going within and discovering, like, you know, okay, I mean, because we all have a higher self. We all have, you know, a higher power, higher self, you know, higher consciousness, whatever you want to call it. I I know, like, you know, um, you know, some people actually do call it the Holy Spirit, you know, but we all have it within us and we all have, you know, we all have the capacity to, you know, kind of be our own psychic, if you will. You know, we all have those. It's just, it is so, you know, just watered down and just kind of and just really dumbed down, you know. And then when you get into like decalcifying the pineal gland or your third eye, you know, like that's a whole nother thing about how you know they use all the garbage to like calcify that. So you're also not, you know, tapping you know, knowing how to tap into your true intuition and everything. And you know, and it's just really um, you know, it's it's really it's well it actually starts before we come here.

SPEAKER_01 23:42

It starts before because our mothers, right, mothers, our mothers are told that like they don't know how to give birth. Oh, yes, this is true. We were we've been given birth since the beginning of time, but somewhere along the way, women don't know what they're doing, and they're they they need naturally done for centuries, you know. You need to be in this sterile environment, you need to have you need to have an expert tell you how to do this thing your body already knows how to do. And so when your mother is pregnant with you, she's already feeling disempowered, she's bringing through her portal in a very disempowered state, yeah. And if she wants it to go a certain way, especially in the 70s and 80s, and even earlier beyond that, yeah, you didn't tell your doctor what you wanted, right? No, no, no, you didn't tell you didn't have a birth plan. You showed up and freaked out, and they said, you know, get in here, and and even the whole thing about a woman laying down while giving birth. Yes, yes, that's that's that comes from that comes from like some ancient ass king who had a kink and watching his wives give birth, and so in order for him to have the visual, yes, it's easier if she's laying down. So now birth is more of like it's not for the mom, it's not for the baby. No, the the way that the human body is designed is not to lay down because it closes the hips and all of that, so that goes way, way back, but anyway, oh yeah. So if our disconnection from our body's innate ability to run itself, heal itself, yeah, the clairvoyance, even that you're talking about, all of that, we're this this whole design is perfect, yeah. But if we are separated from it, and we become we're like, well, I'm I'm a body, I'm a I'm I'm Susanna, I'm a I'm a human being. Yeah, if that's what we identify with, then we need external things to tell us what to do with this thing, right? Right. But the spirit that we are embodying, right? We this we actually get to have this cool little meat suit, and but what animates it? What animates it? Yeah, what what keeps it going when you're asleep? You're not you're not telling your brain to do what it's doing, you're not telling your heart to pump, thank God. You're not telling your your digestive system to separate um you know certain proteins and certain enzymes and do this. You don't have to do any of that, right? So what's what's animating all of these things 24-7, right? So there's something. But when we come into this world through disempowered mothers, right, whether or a man, uh, you know, whether you're a male or female, you're you're actually tracking through her energy and her belief system and her limiting belief system. So you're here with your soul's baggage, yeah, you're picking up your mom's baggage on the way in, and all of a sudden you're into these suitcases, and then you show up depending on which part of the world you live in. Yeah, now you've got a box to fit in and rules to you know follow and society to kind of match, and you end up losing so much of your spark and your your uh individuality and your connection to yourself. It starts from the even the moment before we you know take our first breath.

SPEAKER_00 27:32

Oh, yeah. No, and and I love that you mentioned that um giving birth the way we commonly give birth today is actually not the way it's supposed to be. In fact, the way it's done now with the woman on her back is actually the most dangerous way to give birth because for centuries before you're putting you and your baby's life in in danger by laying down.

SPEAKER_01 27:58

Yeah, yeah, you need the doctor now.

SPEAKER_00 28:00

Exactly. Of course you need a doctor there if you're giving birth in a way that actually puts your life and your baby's life in danger. Yeah, yeah. It's like, yeah, but you know what, but for centuries, it's like women you it used to be it's it's more natural for a woman to give birth either squatting on all fours or standing up and like you know, holding on to something. And another thing too is that women used to give birth. Yeah, yeah. Women used to give birth in you know, in a closed intent with, you know, a couple of midwives and maybe her mother because her mother had been through it. But fun fact, the husband or the father of the baby used to not be in the delivery area. Right. Yeah, because that was supposed to be, you know, just like like you know, the divine feminine is there giving birth and you know, giving birth to, you know, a new creation. And that, you know, like they actually didn't want the father in the birthing area. In fact, I mean, even in as recently as like, you know, you see these movies from like the 1950s, and then I think even into the 1960s, it's like the father was still standing outside the delivery room, you know, and then you know, after once the baby gave birth, and then you know, everything was cleaned up, then he came in and saw the baby and like you know, the mom and everything. But that would not be a thing.

SPEAKER_01 29:34

Like, you know, if if it's for the right intentions, having the dad be a part of it and not be separated from it is you know, is probably a good thing, um, as long as that husband or that father of that baby is you know educated on the divine feminine. Right. You know, if he's healed his own feminine and if he's healed his own masculine, then it's totally appropriate and he should be there uh to mix in his his boundaries. Yes. Absolutely. But a man who has unhealed uh masculinity probably not adding anything positive to the to the situation, but yeah. So if we all come into this world in a an unnatural, manufactured, sterile, weird ass environment that our souls are not designed to they're not they so I read this really cool book from Dolores Cannon, and Dolores Cannon does uh she's got an enormous catalog of work where she does regression hypnosis with people, yeah. And many of her clients had lived multiple past lives, and one of the things that she learned in this work with people is that sometimes souls, when they come into a body, it can be like a younger soul, and the human experience down here in this dimension can be too much for that soul because it hasn't quite built the thick skin for it. And so sometimes they'll leave. There's there's a theory that if you can't remember your childhood, there was a moment where the the original soul said, I can't do it, and had to be uh replaced by another one. But uh our souls are tender, they're tender, right? And so we bring, you know, they're they're you know uh volunteering, like take me, take me, but then you know, they they forget when they get here what they send up for. And so when we bring our tender little souls into this physical world, and especially America, and it's the you know, 21st century, yeah, they get pretty beat up. Um they get pretty beat up pretty early on, and so um, you know, that's where a lot of illness comes from, is when it's almost like when the body, especially autoimmune diseases and things like that, right? There's actual nature to autoimmune disease, it's like the body and the subconscious and the higher, like all of that is like it's resisting being human. Yeah, yeah. And and like like I'm just still talking about Dolores Cannon and her research. She she had many people that had incurable autoimmune disorders, and when she spoke to their subconscious, when she spoke to their higher self, yeah, it would it was that the soul was resisting the human experience, and so the disease manifests by going, like, I don't want to be here, I don't like this body, I don't like this thing, and then disease would happen, and then so when Dolores would do this deeper work with the the subconscious and get it to be more an acceptance of what is the fucking multiple sclerosis would disappear, yeah, or the fibromyalgia would disappear, right? There's no cure for these things, right? So yeah, anyway, uh it's important, it's important for humanity if we we're just for us to shift right away from this very old uh earth-based closed system. We need to collectively do shit differently. Yeah, we need to change the way we birth our new humans. We we need to change the way that we um move well, we gotta start. I mean, start there. Because uh, you know, I now work in the end of life field. Oh that's changed finally. Um, but if if we could change, and I see a lot of people having home births, water births, which is amazing. Yeah, like if I could go back and do it at home, I would have. Um I could go back and find a pot of dolphins and and be in there because well, you get yeah, I heard that that's very good for like when you give birth, like to actually be among the dolphins, you know. Yeah, it's illegal.

SPEAKER_00 34:26

It's a it's a federal law. Of course it's illegal, you know.

SPEAKER_01 34:29

Anything that's actually good for you is illegal. Well, it's illegal for a pregnant woman to be near a dolphin.

SPEAKER_00 34:36

Wow, why? Yeah, why exactly?

SPEAKER_01 34:39

Well, there's a lot of studies that pregnant women who are around dolphins have genius babies, absolute g off the charts ideal babies with psychic abilities. Yes, so it's illegal. Look it up, your viewers, yeah, Google it. Yep. So um, yeah, so we we if we kind of get back to you know, the more the more natural, in tune with our bodies, where we're inhabiting these bodies, where we're appreciating these bodies, where we're working with these bodies, yeah, constantly trying to fight against it. Right. And knowing that, yeah, they, whoever they are, yeah, they put fluoride in your toothpaste, not because it does shit for your enamel. Actually, your teeth, the reason why you have cavities is it's a certain kind of bacteria, and because they couldn't figure out how to get rid of the bacteria, that's what causes cavities is bacteria, it's not sugar. Yeah, the fluoride doesn't do anything, right? Except destroy your pineal gland. Destroy your pineal gland. Yeah, it's getting back to the pineal gland, yeah. As people just open their mind and accept that the way things have been done, it's entirely possible that it was set up in a certain way that puts us at at a disadvantage on some level of the system. And for a lot of people, it's at multiple levels of the system, and there's a reason for it, and it's not just some you know, evil cabal, like it's literally just money, it is just money. They make more money doing it a certain way, and it really doesn't have to be more crazy than that. I do believe in an evil cabal, but I'm just saying for those people that are not quite there yet, right? Know that corporations are making a lot of money, and money is enough motivator to keep people disconnected from their body, yeah and they're they're they're like literally their innate magical abilities.

SPEAKER_00 36:50

Yeah. Oh yeah, absolutely. Yeah, I mean, and you know, does it matter like what faith you are, whether you're you know, Christian, pagan, whatever, it's like no matter what you are, like there each and every spiritual system does in its own way kind of teach that we're our own mystical, magical beings and everything, because you know, whether however you think you know humans came to be, whether it's creation, whatever, it's like you have the God imprint in you. Yeah, you know, so and it even you know, even in like Christianity, it teaches that you know humans have the ability to create, and that's why the negative entities like don't like us because they can't create and we can't, right?

SPEAKER_02 37:39

You know, women are the real creators, women are the creators, yes. Women are the space, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 37:48

We're the blueprint, every single human being starts out with XX chromosomes, every single one. So we are the original, we are the blueprint to humanity, we are the creators, we are the closest to thing to what a creator, the creator, yeah, is all about in human form. The the the female, right? Yes, and so that um you know that awareness and and and it's not about feminism or um, you know, it's not it's not that it uh I'm not a feminist actually. Um I think that if we we it should be acknowledged, right, it should be it should be honored, it should be respected um in such a way that uh you know, and just recognize, okay, so for centuries upon centuries, people had it wrong. Yeah. And maybe there were men that didn't understand the power of the female. And a lot of times when people don't understand something, they're afraid of it. They're afraid of it, yeah. So if if those men with a limited world view and you know, whatever, and they were scared of that power, and they they knew they couldn't create anything, like not like life, um, you know, let's let's let's dumb women down, let's make them small, let's control them, let's abuse them, let's use them for whatever reason. Yeah, may have happened for a very long time, but in 2026, um we know better. Yeah, we know better. And I think when men collectively start to they don't have to bow to women, it's not about that. It's just that's not what a matriarchy is.

SPEAKER_00 39:42

No, a lot of people get that wrong, too.

SPEAKER_02 39:46

Because that's a patriarchal thing, we're supposed to bow to the king.

SPEAKER_00 39:49

We're supposed to bow to somebody, bow to the king, bow to the queen, whatever. That's yeah, that's a patriarchal system.

SPEAKER_01 39:56

Patriarchal process and and idea and perspective. No, the it it's just about acknowledgement, it's about respect and honor. Like, let's just honor the fact that a woman is a portal between dimensions. Yes, you don't have to bow to her, doesn't make her better than you, which just like a female body can bring uh like a soul from one dimension into this one. Yeah, that's pretty cool. Um, so if if people, men, women, we can just and women need to acknowledge that power within them too. Yeah, when we start to do that kind of basic work, you know, this is fundamental basic stuff. These are the ABCs of being a human. We start to do that better, the other things that we do will get better as a result of that original relationship, you know, that original understanding, that original um honoring and respecting of like the basics, the building blocks of of how we're here.

SPEAKER_00 41:00

Um yeah, no, but I'm I'm glad you brought up like you know what a matriarchal system actually is, and you know, and that's the thing, even in a patriarchal system, you can still have a woman in government, you can still have a woman on the throne. I mean, Elizabeth I, you know, she operated in a patriarchal system, you know, because she had to. But yeah, but just because there's I mean, because yeah, look at you know, our current government, there's women in there, but that doesn't mean that there's that matriarchy there. Because a lot of people think, oh, yeah, if a woman's in power, we're gonna have a matriarchy. No, no, that's not the way it works, you know.

SPEAKER_01 41:42

It it's we're gonna have to kind of break this whole system apart, yeah, and rebuild. But matriarchal, like uh, is it's more it's it's actually community, right? It's not about having like one person over everyone, it is the fact that if you want to survive, you're gonna need to help that other person survive, you know. It is not a free-for-all, it is not a dog eat dog world, that is not a matriarchal society at all because women don't like women feed other people. Like you ever hear of stories where a woman who's given birth feeds from her body somebody else's baby that that could not feed her baby? Oh, yeah. So, like that's a matriarchal system where it is the it's not the survival of the fittest, it is I only survive when I help you survive, and we are in this together, right?

SPEAKER_04 42:37

Yes, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 42:38

That's how and and this isn't hokey, this is not some tree hugging, crunchy that it would help with that. It's got elements of that, but it but and it sounds so it sounds so out there because we've gotten so far from that. But it's totally possible, and it's totally possible to protect the weakest in the group in the herd, you know, and that it's totally possible to nurture each other instead of control and and uh and abuse each other. Like we can it's like my my candle doesn't go out if I light your candle with my flame. Right. Yeah that's a matriarchal approach to being human beings. I mean, if we could if we could if we could get on that.

SPEAKER_00 43:33

Oh yeah, absolutely. Hey, you know, uh hey, you know, if you have time, I you know, hey, yeah, absolutely. But you know, yeah, but like um, but yeah, but I you know, I I I definitely agree with that because even um Cy Marie and I were talking about a little, we're touching a little bit on that um last week in, you know, in her episode. And and you know, and the thing about and I saw this really cool meme on social media basically saying like in A matriarchal system, the woman protects the man in the spiritual world, and the man protects the woman in the physical world. So they're both bringing their strengths to the table, kind of like what you said. It's not like, oh, all men will bow to women and they'll be these pathetic peons and all that stuff, you know? Yeah, I mean, because I I know a lot of like awesome men that are working on themselves.

SPEAKER_01 44:27

A woman can't just make a baby by herself either. Exactly. Exactly. Mary said her body puts it together, but she doesn't do it alone. No, we absolutely need our good men in this world. We need them. They are a valuable piece of the entire culture. Just like we are. Um, you know, but if you look at even um, you know, the way that menopause was so demonized for so long, there's only five species of mammals that experience a menopause. Five. And we're one of them. And all five of those species, well, four out of the five, have atriarchal systems. Right. Yep. Elephants, yeah, uh, blue whales, um, trying to think of some of the other ones. Um, and the uh the chimpanzee, you know, uh there's uh there's a very specific uh uh species called the bonobos, and they're it's all it's all run by the female um bonobos. But anyway, the so if if you demonize the the time in which a woman is no longer there to get pregnant, so you tell her that like she's lost her value because she's not can't give, you know, she can't give birth anymore, and you do that systematically, generation after generation after generation, it becomes something that women dread. Menopause is when women's like you get softer, you get yes, there is the biological process that happens, but your head face reason why women live longer than men. Right. A reason, so think about this in nature. Yeah, if if a being exists beyond the time in which it can create, procreate, what's it like? Why is it just think of nature? Yeah, why would it exist if it's not procreating? Why men can procreate the very end. Why would women exist if they can't procreate anymore?

SPEAKER_00 46:49

Right, because we're supposed to be the oracles and you know the priestesses, race of women, yeah, yeah, the medicine women, yes.

SPEAKER_01 47:02

So the the female mammal, the female human mammal, there is a very specific purpose for that time in her life that is so important to the health of the species, yeah, so important. So it's not something to decide, it's not something to be afraid of, it's something to look forward to, it's something to honor. Um all the women in our life that are in that part of their life, like technically there's no use for them in science or in nature because they can't have babies anymore, so the species doesn't need them around, right? Well, they're around, not having babies, they serve a very important purpose. Yeah. So right.

SPEAKER_00 47:48

Well, I mean, we're well, I mean, we're taught like from the time, uh especially if you're a woman, like you're you're taught from the time you're a kid to be disconnected from your body. I mean, even like you know, with our menstrual cycles, you know, we're taught to demonize that. We're taught to demonize pretty every single part of our bodies and our process. And, you know, and but let me tell you, I mean, in TMI, but you know what? Hey, we're we're supposed to be talking about this stuff anyway. You know, people need to be educated. So I'm not even gonna say, like, oh, TMI. But ever since I started, you know, really just putting myself in tune with nature and like the sun, the moon cycles and everything, my menstrual cycles are like perfect now almost. Like, even better than they were like when I was in like high school or college. It's like, it's like I, you know, it's like every, you know, it's like, you know, it's with certain phases of the moon, like it's supposed to be. Sometimes it's a new moon. Usually in the summer, it's a new moon. And then like after Sawin and in the season of the crone, it goes to like a full moon and everything. So yeah, now everybody knows my menstrual cycle. But hey, that's that's cool.

SPEAKER_02 48:56

But I mean, it's something it wouldn't be a weird thing to talk about.

SPEAKER_01 49:02

No, absolutely not.

SPEAKER_00 49:04

Yeah, it's a natural, it's a natural thing, and you know, and and then it and then it's like we're taught that, you know, your your body starts like, oh, it starts that process of shutting down when you're 30. It's like, yeah, it's like everything is fear-based when it comes. I mean, and I'm sure part, you know, some of it when it comes to men too, that that's the case too. But with women, especially, everything that they put into us, it's all fear-based. And yeah, it pisses me off, you know.

SPEAKER_01 49:38

And I, you know, the thing is, is if our beauty standards are youth, yeah, why? Why? Why? Why do we why do we need to look smooth? Why?

SPEAKER_00 49:49

Well, yeah, because it's well, if you look at the the files that are coming out now and what they're into, you know, it's like so wait, so like we I need to look like a child to be Yeah, exactly.

SPEAKER_01 50:02

Yeah, like a like even a 16-year-old. I'm not even saying year old, 16-year-old. Yeah, why do why would why do I need to look that way? Why is everything trying to get my face as smooth as possible and no wrinkles and all so I can look like a little girl? Right. Pretty interesting, you know. So I just I'm so impressed by a woman in her 50s, 60s that has just she's just in her 50s and 60s. So gorgeous to me, so beautiful. It's something that I am looking forward to. I've been I was looking forward to being 40 for a really long time. 40 is like the best. Um I can only imagine from here if it's a gift to be able to make it to 50, 60, 70, 80. Um, but uh I too noticed that with the you know my cycle and stuff, I stopped to doing birth control like eight, nine, almost ten years ago. Yeah. And that dramatically improved my my body cycles and things like that. Um, but um that's a that's a whole other conversation about birth control. But yeah, you know, syncing up with the moon, syncing up with, I mean, and it's like clockwork. It's like clockwork.

SPEAKER_00 51:27

And um, I mean, I stopped using tampons and pads and things like that probably 15 years ago, 15, 20 years ago when I use the reusable bamboo pads that you can wash and also like I know some people use like the diva cup and everything, and yeah.

SPEAKER_01 51:47

I do the I mean I the the the cup is great because you I mean you wash it with soap and just reuse it. And the fact that you're not putting um bleached polyester fixes in your mucus membranes, like yeah, what are we doing to women? In your wounds, yeah. But what are we doing to women when every turn we're chopping down, we're poisoning her, we're telling her she's not enough, we're like, and then so it's just like you know, women have endured the female human being, has endured a lot, an onslaught of misinformation, abuse, toxicity, yeah, physical, emotional, spiritual toxicity. And uh, you know, it's it's it, I think I can feel this shift in the energy, and it comes from men too. It's not just women, but right feel this shift happening where women are going, enough. I'm done. Done playing your game, I'm done putting your toxic chemicals on my face, I'm done shoving, you know, cotton balls of toxic chemicals inside me. I'm done, you know, saying that doctors know my body better than I do. Like, yes, you know, and we do that enough, and we teach our own daughters to do the same thing, and eventually we the the tide will shift in a major way, and a matriarchal society will become even more plausible. Oh, yeah, you know, but the old actually has to leave, the old has to be dismantled. Um the old doesn't really doesn't want to leave. Um, but we are in the age of various where you know it's a totally different way of looking at life. Um is here, and you can see how the old way uh is you know, it's got his clutches, like no, you know, that's why I mean like holding on with bloody fingernails, and yeah, yeah. I mean fighting over oil, which is a very earth-based source of energy. At the at the beginning, the beginning before they had oil and that an industrial revolution. Um but but many thousands of years ago, very early people had electricity. Yeah, it came from fucking crystals. Um that you didn't have to mine into you know, so anyway, the the oil fighting and the oil that whole thing that's cost so much money and so many lives, that whole way of living and that dependency on such an earth-based source of energy, yeah, starting to die.

SPEAKER_00 54:34

And it's not happy about it, and they're holding on to it with every last throwing a tantrum, it's like, no, yeah, but like, well, no, you have to leave. You're yeah, your your time's up, you know.

SPEAKER_01 54:48

But uh it's up for the rest of us, so it's time for you, and uh you know, we have this beautiful glowing, you know, thing in the sky that provides so just constant energy. Um yeah, there's there's the wonderful thing is that we're it's moving. And going back to what we talked about at the beginning, yes, there's a lot of Aries energy right now. Um, we are in this age of Aquarius, we're in this fire horse, and it's gonna be, I mean, we're gonna burn some shit down this year.

SPEAKER_00 55:20

Oh, yeah. I I I can totally see it and everything. And it down. Yeah, absolutely. And and the thing too is it's like, you know, people lose their vitality too. And you know, and it and it doesn't matter like how much, you know, I mean, I love my skincare regimen just as much as like the next girl, you know. And you know, I obviously I work out, you know, I, you know, go to um, you know, go to the you know, gym, work out in nature, all that stuff, but you know, but as far as you know, but I still like I I like looking like an adult, you know, I don't want to look like a 15-year-old, you know, like that, you know, that's the thing though too. And the thing is, it's like, you know, all of this stuff, I think, you know, and this is the thing. And here's where, you know, I think that that whole thing is also kind of a psy-up in and of itself, too, is because when you're in a fear-based, um a fear-based mindset, which is what they put us in, pretty much like you said, from the time we're born, you know, where we're not trusting ourselves, where we're trusting these other people that are giving us these harmful chemicals, we're all we're in this fight or flight mode. That puts more stress on your body and in turn actually ages you faster. Yeah. Because there's, I mean, there's even, you know, there, I mean, even if you look at ancient like texts and like the you know, cave, you know, like all those like stone, you know, records and everything. I mean, there's evidence of people like living well beyond a hundred. And and you can be healthy and vital and you know, live, you know, well beyond a hundred if you are taking care of yourself the correct way. And of course, if they're you know, doing things that like age us faster, and then they're selling us all this anti-aging stuff while at the same time saying, oh, you lose value after you're 25 or whatever, you know, it's like yeah, it's a whole big psyop. It's a whole big, you know, big like mindfuck, if you will, you know, and you know, and it really, you know, and when you really think about it, the whole system, it's all set up for us to fail. It's set up for us to be sick, it's set up for us to not, you know, manifest the things that we want and like live in our purpose. It is all set up for us to fail, you know.

SPEAKER_01 57:47

And not failing is the act of rebellion that this world needs, not succumbing to it, not co it, not pushing it on other people either, right? Not um adopting it, not not blindly following it and also not not questioning it. That is the the way you rebel against it. Yeah, and and yeah, though.

SPEAKER_00 58:15

Exactly, yeah. And the thing too is it's like you know, and I don't know if this is also kind of a trap too for people, but um, you know, like the whole, I mean, because I know, you know, you're obviously into like, you know, manifestation, and you know, and I, you know, I I I practice it as well. In fact, anybody can manifest, really. It's like you're manifesting pretty much from the time you're born, you know. So, you know, so it's it's it's but it's just where where are you manifesting from? And I know a few years ago especially, there was like this, I mean, and and there still is to a degree too, like all these different manifestation coaches like popping up and everything, and you know, people who tend to think that, oh, because I found a$20 bill on the ground, you know, that makes me, you know, I can be a manifestation coach. And, you know, and I I'm you know, and I think that, you know, and I'm obviously I'm all for people like tapping into themselves and being their own, you know, being their own, like, you know, power and you know, taking their power back. But I also think that there's been a lack of integrity too, overall, in a lot of the mainstream manifestation community and everything. And I'd love to get your thoughts on that as well.

SPEAKER_02 59:32

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 59:33

Well, it's like anything. Um, you know, you're you're gonna have people using any tool improperly. Um but I remember at a time when I was just learning what manifestation was, and I wanted to seek it out, and I wanted to learn it, and I wanted to learn it from somebody that would be able to give me instruction. So having a manifest a manifestation teacher or guide or or somebody who knows how to do it, like a coach, it it's a really good start. Right. But the about manifestation that I've learned is that you don't need anybody else, you don't need a special journal, you don't need a set of words or things or whatever. Like you are a channel from your highest self, yeah, which is all of the information and also the bird's eye view on all of your timelines and every direction that they're going. So every single possibility that could happen, your higher self has it has access to it. Right. So if you're bringing that information down to create it in the physical world, you don't need anything other than a connection to your higher self.

unknown 1:01:00

Right.

SPEAKER_01 1:01:00

That's it. Yeah, yeah. That can be a lifelong journey for somebody, you know, most people just even making that connection. Right. That's where you start because that's where the intuition comes from. That's where the creative thought comes from, that's where your imagination comes from, is your higher that's where it comes from. Yeah. So you gotta you have to clear the channel from here to there first and start there. And you don't need you don't need a coach to do that, you don't need a special chair to that, you don't need to do ayahuasca to do that. Yeah, you you do have to begin to communicate and try and listen, try and ask, and you know, there's many different ways to connect to your higher self, but that relationship has to be established first before you can manifest anything. Now you are manifesting anyway, like you said. You're you're manifesting whether you're aware of it or not. Right. Like these physical glasses. Uh-huh. This is a manifest. This this is a manifestation. There's a physical manifestation that at some point was just a thought in somebody's head. Yeah. Somebody had to think about these glasses and imagine it in their head. Yeah. And then created it in the real world. This is a manifestation, is all it is. My hair clip and my computer and everything physical that you can touch and see and use and interact with is a manifestation that came from a thought that came from a thought. Yeah. So we're all doing it. We're all manifesting all the time. It's just uh, you know, there is a there was a well, there's been a wave of manifestation seeming like some super spiritual thing. It these are this is it. Right. Yeah. This is it. Yeah. Oh, is it spiritual? Sure. Because you took some like energy and creative thought from your higher self and brought it, and you like created a thing in the physical, and then of course it's a spiritual thing. But it doesn't have to be, it's not more spiritual than that. You you don't have to be special, you don't have to have any special abilities. Somebody imagined it in their head, like we do when we're little kids. Somebody just happened to do it and then took the action and put the pieces together and and made something out of it. Yeah. That's all manifestation is. That's all it is.

SPEAKER_00 1:03:38

Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. And you know, and and the thing too is it's like I also think that a lot of people tend to try and manifest with only affirmations by saying like an affirmation over and over again. And that sometimes they're like manifesting from a state of limerence, you know, and you know, and when you're in that state of limerence, it's like what you're you're actually you're you're you're actually you're you're in a state that's separate from what you're actually desiring. Because limerence, it's like, okay, you're just going into this fantasy world where you know, to escape your reality. And a big part of, you know, manif you know, manifesting what you want to bring into your reality is accepting what is in your current 3D system right now. Like if you're trying to manifest money, it's like, okay, yeah, you know what? I have$3 in my bank account. Yeah, that sucks. And I'm willing to, you know, admit that I think it sucks and everything and acknowledge it. But now, what do I want to do to move up from that? And like, what's a viable plan that I can do? And like maybe open up myself to more opportunities. And and I think that also requires a great deal of shadow work, too, because a lot of people tend to try, you know, to come into that um into that practice, if you will. A lot of people tend to come into that from a very broken place because, you know, and a lot of the time it's because of like, oh, they want an SP. And for those that are not familiar with what an SP is, that's a specific person. And usually, and anyone can be an SP, you know, you can be, you know, but a lot of people take it as like a romantic thing, which which it can be, like, you know, somebody who wants a desired romantic partner. And so, like, they're just like just sitting there, like in their living room, like, oh, I don't know, like Brad loves me, Brad loves me, Brad loves me. And meanwhile, Brad's engaged to be married, and you know, it's still, yeah, there's still possibilities, you know, to where, you know, you can shift stuff if you want, but you know, but if you're just ignoring, you know, what's currently in your 3D and trying to like shut it out and pretend it doesn't exist and everything, that's not helping you. And this is why like so many people just They just stay in their like in their states, you know, and you know, and they and they're and you know, and I I mean I've heard stories about people that have done been doing that and they're like going on 10 years and like even worse off than they were when they first found it. Like, like what are your thoughts on that?

SPEAKER_01 1:06:19

Yeah. Well, the shadow work that you mentioned is really important, you know, finding out what you what do you you know, because your belief systems are gonna your belief systems are like the filter that life goes through. Um, because what you believe is what you'll notice, what you'll see. And if you if you don't believe something's possible, then your body is gonna follow those beliefs, you know, you're not gonna do things that you don't believe are possible. So yeah, your beliefs are very important. Your fears, your insecurities, um, things like that, those are really important to work on. But you can work on them while working on your relationship to your higher self, while you're working on your you know, honing your manifestation skills, getting more specific with it. But uh it's I think that manifestation can feel so it can feel really woo-woo. Um, it can feel like it's complicated. Yeah. Um, but some going back to even what we were talking about with sound, your specific vibration as you move through the world can be a very healing vibration. Yeah. And it can be a very disruptive vibration. Right. So if your if your frequency is set to a tone that's, you know, toxic, toxic, you are gonna attract other toxic people and scenarios and make your manifestations clunky and you're gonna manifest the wrong things. So pretty much everything we've talked about in this whole conversation, it's all tied together. It's not separate from enough from each other. You work on your internal frequency, you work on your attitude, you work on your belief system, you work on your connection to self, you work on your psychic abilities and trusting yourself, discernment and autonomy, and you you work on all these things, not all at once, but you just work on them. Right. You just work on them and you work on them, and you do become someone who can see it in their mind and create it in their life. Yeah, you can be absolutely when you working on all those things that we've been talking about, you know, during this whole hour and 15 minutes.

SPEAKER_00 1:08:48

Oh, don't know. My my conversation with Simon, yeah, we it went to like it went over too because we were just getting into it and you know, so yeah, but um, but yeah, but and and also and the thing too is it's like yeah, yeah, no, you don't have to be perfectly healed in order to manifest and create your dream life. However, it is, you know, good to, you know, it is a better, much better idea to do that shadow work while we're going along. Exactly. And the thing is, you might let that might cause you to take a step back and be like, okay, why do I want Brad who's engaged to be married? You know, what is that saying, you know, what what why do I need that validation from Brad specifically? Like, why do I need validation from a man who's like not available? You know, and that might cause you to like do some inner work and be like, oh, you know, I have a father wound, or oh, where did that, you know? And and then you may decide to be like, okay, let Brad go be. And I want to now I want to meet, you know, calling somebody who's actually available, you know. So yes, but um, yeah, and then there's like the whole thing with like, you know, I've also, especially since I'm on a bunch of like new endeavors, it's like been kind of mindful about like monitoring spirits and like evil eye and like moving in silence. I mean, at the time we're recording us, recording this, there's like goals I have with like my podcast, my music, and other things, as well as things outside of my entertainment life that only me knows. You know, I'm the only one that knows them as of right now. So, yeah, what are your thoughts on that?

SPEAKER_01 1:10:38

Well, um say that last part again.

SPEAKER_00 1:10:48

Okay, like you know, like moving in silence and you know, the whole thing with monitoring spirits, evil eye, and people who you know might try to send you negative thoughts and yeah, maybe it was the moving in silence part that that I wanted you to repeat.

SPEAKER_01 1:11:04

Um you have to be very careful about dark energy, dark spirits, dark people, um, people with dark intentions, and you know, protecting your energy, protecting your, especially as you're working on healing, right? Having a protective barrier around you and boundaries and um sovereignty. It's it is important, and a lot of this work is very silent. A lot of it is silent and going inward and not um it's not loud, right? It's not loud. The healing is a very, very internal thing that um a lot of it is done in the silence, but yeah, you you definitely want to protect yourself from yeah, not everybody has the good intentions, not everybody and some people are not the source of their own energy.

SPEAKER_00 1:12:09

They're energy vampires, they siphon from others, you know. And yeah, so you really just need to be careful of who you share with and if you should even share at all. Like I said, there's a bunch of goals that I have that as of the time we're recording this, nobody but me knows, and it's until something's ready to be announced, it's going to stay that way, you know.

SPEAKER_01 1:12:33

And there's a reason why I haven't publicly said where I work. Right. Because I already know that there's people that specifically that would want it to not work for me.

SPEAKER_02 1:12:46

Right.

SPEAKER_01 1:12:47

Yeah. Yeah. So it's okay. I don't need to, I don't, I don't need the public accolades or the interests. I love what I do. Exactly. Yeah. In the past, I would be like, I would be very vocal about it and I would say it very publicly, but not everybody's listening to cheer you on.

SPEAKER_00 1:13:05

Oh, yeah, yeah, absolutely not. And like I've learned that too. I'm sure you've learned that, you know. And you know, and and what I find so interesting is how people will air all their dirty laundry out on social media. And I'm like, why are you putting that out there for the world to see? Number one, because you don't know who's watching. Number two, it's like you're actually by putting it out there and speaking that, you're reinforcing that to keep happening to you. And even and even people in your comment section, even if they're like, oh my gosh, I'm so sorry, and showing you sympathy, they're still continuing that cycle and reinforcing you and encouraging you to just air more dirty laundry online. And then you, you know, and then they wonder why, like, you know, they, you know, nothing really good, you know, happens to them, unfortunately, you know. And, you know, I mean, yeah, you might get like several views on TikTok because, but but it's not because people like your content, it's because people like to watch a train wreck. And I know there's somebody out there who doesn't want to hear that. They're like, no, they like my content and my rants. No, people like to watch a train wreck because they want to be like, oh, well, even if my life is crap, at least I'm not that, you know.

SPEAKER_01 1:14:25

Yeah, yeah. Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_00 1:14:27

Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:14:28

Well, and then the internet is forever, you know. If you ever go back on your fate, go, you know, go back on your Facebook eight years ago and see the things that you were talking about. You've changed.

SPEAKER_00 1:14:40

Oh yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:14:41

So the things that you get on the internet and rant about right now, two, three years, you're gonna be like, oh my god, I can't, I I shouldn't have done that. Or I or I can't believe I did that. Um I think about that a lot too, but uh, you know, it there's there's nothing wrong with being authentic, and there's nothing wrong with speaking your truth.

SPEAKER_00 1:15:03

Yeah, we're being authentic right now, you know.

SPEAKER_01 1:15:05

Yeah, you know, and sometimes that comes across as a rant, and that's and that's fine. But um is the rant, is there a purpose for the rant? Right, yes. For what purpose am I complaining right now? For what purpose am I dragging somebody? What for what purpose am I saying something in you know that's gonna incite uh chaos? If there's a purpose, you know, but sometimes it's just attention, sometimes that's the only purpose you can come up with. Not that there's like there you're a bad person for wanting attention, but if you're not honest about why you're doing something, yeah, that goes back to that inauthenticity, that goes back to being dishonest from yourself, that goes back to blocking good shit from coming into your life. Right. If you do something out of ego and you go, if I'm being really honest with myself, yeah, just looking for validation, yeah. Damn. Okay, yeah, that realization, that connection, that acknowledgement, that awareness alone can change your life by just going, oh my god, that that's why I was doing that.

SPEAKER_00 1:16:20

That's why exactly, yeah, yeah. That's why I kept on getting online and complaining about all my bad dates. And now I just kept going on even more bad dates. And oh, this okay, yeah, I know that it was feeding itself, and that that was energy that kept coming back to me. So I was aligning myself with a a reality that only brought in crappy dates, you know. Exactly. I mean, I I think if people would just take this, you know, and like I said, I I've said many times, I'm not anti-social media. I think that it's done a lot of good. However, I think there's still there needs to be that balance there. And I also think that it's kind of like a lack of discernment on people's ends. Like again, they're trying to get validation from the external instead of going within and being like, okay, yeah, that was a crappy day. Okay, what steps can I take to maybe recognize red flags, recognize boundaries, you know. What what in fact, what are my boundaries? You know, yeah, because it's like, oh, a man has to drop$500 on a first date. That that's not a boundary. No. I again, I know somebody out there might be like, oh my gosh, I can't believe you said no, that that's not a boundary, boo-boo. No. It's like what no, you know, like boundaries are okay, you know, you if you know, you don't, you know, you don't talk to me a certain way. And if you do, maybe I'll give you, you know, I'll kind of like gently say, Hey, I didn't appreciate that. But then if you keep doing doing that, okay. It's like I cut you off, you know. That's a boundary, you know, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:18:06

And and that comes from years of experience, it comes from self-respect, it comes from people trying to have relationships and not having any boundaries and realizing that you end up being um you end up getting the short end of the stick when you do that. So you start to set boundaries, but um yeah, and they're not easy to set, and they're not easy to easy to hold people to, but they will they will change your life, right?

SPEAKER_00 1:18:32

You know, yeah, it totally exactly, exactly. And like, where do you see because I know we've talked a little bit about you know the the shift in the collective right now, like where do you see it going, um, especially in the you know remaining time of the fire horse.

SPEAKER_01 1:18:50

Oh man, I think by the end of this, I maybe even by the end of the summer. I don't know. I I'll be totally honest with you. There's so many directions that it could go. There's so many far too many variables. Um I think it's gonna get I think it's gonna get more vi volatile because of that fire. I think that we are I don't I think we haven't seen anything when it comes to volatility. I think we think we have, right, I think the volatility is uh gonna ramp up ramp up uh throughout the year. And people not everybody's gonna be able to handle it. Right. So you're gonna have different factions of people. Some people have been preparing for it for a long time, some people have been preparing it for a short time, right? Some people are brand new to the whole thing and they have no idea, and then some people know think that there's nothing happening at all. Right. So you've got this spectrum of understanding and consciousness, so um everybody's gonna have a different experience with it. Some people might speed up and and catch up to some more evolved and conscious being, but if there's eight billion people on this planet, which I'm I'm not totally convinced that there's that many, but if there is um if we even if we just go by the 80-20 rule, which is pretty much across the board, pretty accurate. 80% of people are not conscious. Right. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 1:20:42

So then we have all the NPCs out there, and you know, for those that are familiar with what an NPC is, it's a non-playing character, which means, you know, and and some people I I've heard some theories that, yeah, some theories that they're actually they have a consciousness, but not a soul. I've heard that, which I think is possible, like depending on how much like dumbing down of their own gifts that they've had. Um, and then others, other NPCs, you know, are just people that just are just like they're moving through life almost like almost zombified, you know. It kind of is, you know, a low-key zombie apocalypse in a way, you know, and like when that's the thing, when like people were predicting a zombie apocalypse, like I'm not sure if it was gonna be literally like what we see in like horror movies like Dawn of the Dead or any, you know, neither living dead or anything like that. But in a way, it's kind of like, you know, yeah, just people being completely zombified and you know, not in touch with themselves, and you know, and not like, you know, like I said, just looking for all of that external validation and a few like some clicks and likes on like TikTok or whatever, instead of really going in inside and just, you know, really just grounding and becoming like just developing a relationship with with themselves, within themselves, because you know, again, so many people, I think, like they don't have that relationship with themselves, which is so important. First and foremost, you have to have a healthy relationship with yourself so that you can be, you know, a good friend, you know, a good, you know, boyfriend, girlfriend, you know, husband, wife, you know, a good, you know, son, you know, good daughter, good good kid, you know, whatever. Like, you need to have that healthy relationship with yourself first before you can be anything to anybody else.

SPEAKER_01 1:22:39

You know, yeah, exactly. Exactly. And if you don't have that relationship with yourself, you you are a non-playing character, you're not playing the game at all. Yeah, and you you become filler for the background. Exactly. A lot of people are filling up the background, and and yeah, so if you're asking me how the consciousness is gonna change, it depends on the the level of consciousness that someone starts the year with. And a higher consciousness and a deeper awareness and better relationship with themselves when when the external world is it's ramping up its insanity, you're flowing like water, you're not trying to fight it, you're not afraid of it. You just you understand that there are two emotions, right? Fear and love. That's it.

SPEAKER_00 1:23:41

Fear and love, yep.

SPEAKER_01 1:23:43

So if you are understanding that there's a lot of shit going on, there's a lot of lot of things to be afraid of, a lot of things to be angry about, to actually like rise up your frequency and and tap into a love frequency because it's either love or fear. Or fear, yeah. Fear will keep you low vibrational, and love will raise your vibration. And the more people that can tap into that, the better off we'll be. So 20 of the 80%, I think they're gonna be okay, they're gonna be okay.

SPEAKER_00 1:24:23

Well, we shall see about the other 80%. I don't know. Hopefully they'll they'll you know rise up like that, you know, like the other 20%, you know.

SPEAKER_01 1:24:32

Well, 20% of the 80% will rise up. Yeah. But that still leaves 60%. 60%. It's half of humanity, not yeah, stage of things. Yeah. But it's each person's responsibility, but it's also your soul contract, and it's also like what you know, it you're either here to wake up or you're here to stay asleep. Like that's just literally you've got a path. Yeah. Um, talking about babies being born and stuff like that. Uh yeah, with each generation, these these human beings are born. They're coming into this world with a higher state of consciousness, they're starting out with a higher state of consciousness than generations before. So they're they're getting a head start, they're coming here with a little bit of a head start. Yeah. Uh promising.

SPEAKER_00 1:25:28

Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I actually kind of see that in my my youngest nephew. Like, you know, I uh, you know, now that you mention it. And yeah, I mean, you know, like he's, you know, I think obviously, you know, you know, he's he definitely has an intelligence there, you know. I mean, you know, I mean, I, you know, I have like three young nephews and everything, and you know, they're, you know, they're all awesome. I think they're they're gonna go, you know, do some good things for humanity as well. I just get that feeling, you know. But, you know, but there's definitely something about the youngest one where I'm just like, you know, you can't, you're like, I don't know. I it's it's almost like you can't really pinpoint it, but it's just like they're kind of like a slightly different consciousness there, you know, and because kind of like what you you know, what you said, like the you know, this new these new crop of you know, children coming in now, they're kind of getting like that already encoded into them and that that head start there. So yeah. But um, but yeah, but what for people looking to get more in touch with themselves and raise their consciousness right now, um what would you suggest for them? Especially going forward into the probably even crazier times right now.

SPEAKER_01 1:26:48

So well, you know, it really started to change for me when I I I you know I had to change my belief system. I had to change what I believe to be true. And I think I may have said this on our last episode, but really asking yourself, what do I believe to be true? And then am I willing to question my own belief system? If the answer is no, you're not ready to begin. Yes, you're not ready to begin. So don't be just trying to pull it up. Just stay there, stay in that lane. The thing is, is people that are not ready to be woken up, you can't wake anybody up.

SPEAKER_02 1:27:33

You ever wake somebody up who's got who's sleepwalking? Yeah, they say never wake a sleepwalker. Yeah, so a lot of people sleepwalking right through life.

SPEAKER_01 1:27:43

Yeah, you can't just go through them and go, hey, you gotta understand the universe works. No, yeah, they it's not good. So each individual person has to ask themselves like, what do I believe? And am I willing to am I willing to question my own beliefs? Yeah. If the answer is yes, you are now at a beginning. So okay, so I believe this and this and this and this. I wonder what alternative beliefs could there be.

SPEAKER_02 1:28:11

Could there be, yeah. And explore that.

SPEAKER_01 1:28:14

Explore that.

unknown 1:28:16

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:28:17

Explore now. You could go down so many rabbit holes. So there isn't uh there isn't one thread that pulls the sweater apart. Right. It's many threads. You could go down many, many, many paths of and there isn't one truth either. There's m many truths at the same time. Uh but there is an overall kind of like you you can get to the point where you understand that the truth about the human being is actually very powerful. It's very um it's very powerful, it's very creative, and but it can and it can be changed. It can be changed for the better. So that's the truth. Right. That's a truth. That's a truth for all of us, even the MPCs. Yeah. Yep. Absolutely. It's just telling them that they're an MPC, that they can do this to get out of the that, good luck.

SPEAKER_00 1:29:17

Yeah. They'll be like, I'm they'll they'll probably be the ones most defined of I'm not an MPC. I'm you know, I'm very awake. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:29:29

They're they're not even gonna know what an MPC they're it's not. Right. Yeah, yeah. There's yeah, understand the the abstract concept of that. So um and that's okay. Right. That's okay.

SPEAKER_00 1:29:41

Yeah, I mean, maybe that's where their soul is at right now on you know, on the soul's journey, you know, and you know, and that that's the thing though, too. And you just you know, and what I was talking about in my last episode um was that we have to, you know, you kind of have to save yourself in a way, you know, like nobody is coming to save you, you know, no generation is coming to save you. Like, you know, it's like, you know, how many people were saying, you know, oh, the millennials are gonna change everything, and you know, no. And it's like, I mean, not that there weren't, you know, you know, some that, you know, are doing, you know, that have done good things, but it's like, you know, have we changed the world? No, you know, and then they were saying that about Gen Z. And now I'm hearing people say that about Gen Alpha. And I'm sure if you go back further, people were might have been this, we were probably saying the same thing about Gen X and you know, especially the boomers, because they were the ones that were in that whole, you know, anti-war protesting and all that stuff. And did one generation change the world to this like utopian paradise? No. So the thing too is it's like people, and this is another thing, too. It's like we need to stop expecting some some new system, some new politician, some new guru, whatever, to come and step in and save us. You know, we have to do the inner work and be that change that we want to see. Exactly. Like we gotta save ourselves. Exactly. I keep on bringing up the Michael Jackson song Man in the Mirror, you know. I mean, that's I mean, that's the way it is, you know, you have to do the work on yourself. And then once you're once your consciousness elevates there, it will spread out to, you know, the rest of the world as well. And, you know, and even, you know, if you want to go to the Bible, you know, it's like you're the light of the world. I mean, that's that's what that is. When you're you know working on yourself and you know, your your light is shining brighter and you know, and you're you're spreading that out to the world, you know, that's I mean, that's what that means. You know, you need to, you know, first and foremost, be working on yourself instead of like pointing fingers at everybody else, because that's another way people stay trapped too, is like they like they want to like police other people in their actions, but it's like well, what are you doing to work on yourself? You know, exactly. Exactly.

SPEAKER_01 1:32:20

That goes back to what we were talking about earlier.

SPEAKER_00 1:32:23

Yeah, it all it all circles back to working on you and you know, and stop, and that's the thing, stop expecting somebody else to come in and save you because it ain't happening. Sorry, you know, sorry to say, but you know, it ain't it, it's it's not happening, you know. And and the thing is, it's like, you know, not to be bleak, but I think it's inevitable that there's going to be a system collapse in one form or another. And the thing too is, it's like you have to be grounded enough to handle that, you know.

SPEAKER_02 1:32:57

It's like that goes back to yeah, it goes back to your sense of self.

SPEAKER_01 1:33:04

Right. If if you totally completely are enmeshed and identified with the the physical and the old way of doing things and the systems, and I mean I I I live off of the physical world every day. I enjoy the the um the extras, you know, in life. Yeah, but that can't be who you are, right? Mm-hmm. Because it's gonna go, it's it's gonna go away. It's gonna change big time.

SPEAKER_03 1:33:37

Yeah, and you have to win.

SPEAKER_01 1:33:39

Yeah, but it's coming. Yeah, and you have to be prepared.

SPEAKER_02 1:33:42

Be prepared for that change. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:33:45

You know, it's not sustainable, the patriarchy is not sustainable, you know, these old way of doing things, it's just it's not sustainable, not where the consciousness is headed. Right. Human beings take a long time to change, yeah. They just do, they don't have to, but they do. Change actually can be very can be immediate. Change doesn't have to be slow, right? However, when we're all doing it together, it's looks like it's really, it's like really slow. Yeah, but it's changing, consciousness is changing, human beings are coming into this world more consciously aware, more conscious, and people from our generation are waking up sooner, and even people before us a little bit, and then um that level of consciousness is is not comfortable with the way that it was. You actually have to be a different set of a different level of consciousness to put up build and then sustain and put up with the way that it always was. Yeah, so um as things change or as the consciousness uh evolves, everything's gonna have to change around that consciousness, right? Yeah, because higher state of consciousness can't function right with this box that was created by a lower level of consciousness.

SPEAKER_00 1:35:09

It can't yeah. I mean, and I always use you know, influencer culture like as an example, and like shout out to my friend, you know, my friend Andrea Dean Vonscoy, who's been on the show a couple times too, who's trying to bring some integrity back to that part of the you know, the entertainment world. And because yeah, I mean, people are getting to a point to where like they're tired of, oh, look at my ten thousand dollar handbag. You know, it's like nobody can relate to that. And you know what? I would rather spend that kind of money on good food, like or like good organic food. I'd rather spend on my my sound healing, I'd rather spend that money on, you know, really good like you know, supplements, vitamins, like really, you know, travel, like stuff that's really going to be a benefit to my mental, emotional, and like physical well-being. You know, I'd rather that's that's what I'd rather spend that money on. And and I'm not anti-money. In fact, um, you know, and I think the more people like us have money, the better, instead of like the garbage people that have been running things. Because uh, and I remember seeing this reel. Um, you remember Steve Irwin, um, the crocodile. Yeah, like there was this one reel that where I he was he was saying, like, I love money, give me all the money because I don't care who it's from, because what I'm gonna do, because he was all about helping animals, you know, because he was like, What I'm gonna do is like I'm gonna buy land and build these animal safe, all these animal sanctuaries, and yeah, yeah. And he was just like, Yeah, give me all the money because I'm gonna go do good things with it. And that's the thing. And and and people who are like anti-money and like anti, you know, you know, anti like wealth and everything, I understand where they're coming from. However, you know, unfortunately, I mean, we live in a system where you need you need money, like you need money to do things, you need money to, you know, even you know, take care of yourself. You and if you want to do good things in the world and like start that new, you know, business or anything like that, that's actually gonna be. You know, yeah. And I'd rather people like us have money than the the garbage fires that I've been running things for like how long. So yeah. You and me both. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. So, and you know, and we can't make a difference, you know, or at least not as much of an impact if we're sick, tired, and broke.

SPEAKER_01 1:37:42

Yeah, you know, exactly.

SPEAKER_00 1:37:45

You know, that's my thing, but whoo, girl. What a conversation. I swear, these last three episodes between Zach and Simarie and you, and you know, it's it's really been some like deep conversations here, but you know, but they're conversations that need to be had, and you know, and I think that you know a little bit have the free form to do it. Yes, yeah, oh yeah, and because I mean, I like I I mean I do, you know, give like give topics or questions and stuff, but it's not like set in stone. And I think that when a conversation kind of goes off on a little bit of a tangent and everything, I think it's for a reason, and it's because somebody out there needs to hear it.

SPEAKER_01 1:38:30

Yeah, exactly. Exactly. You get into a flow and a flow of consciousness, it's the stream of consciousness, yeah, to see where it takes you.

SPEAKER_02 1:38:38

Yeah. No, this has been fun. Yes, I know. It's so awesome having you back on.

SPEAKER_00 1:38:46

Absolutely, yeah. Yeah, girl. So, but yeah, but um any any last things you want to say, or are you like working on anything new or like any fitness competitions coming up?

SPEAKER_01 1:38:59

Or yeah, uh, I'll have one coming up pretty soon. I um I it the gym has saved my life. Like I told you, that dark period. I I yeah one of the only things I did consistently every single day was still go to the gym, even though my head didn't want to. My body had had the um, you know, it had the discipline wired in. Uh so it was I was on autopilot, wake up, put clothes on, go. Like I didn't have to decide to go to the gym. Yeah. My body was just already moving me towards it. Thank me, thank God. Um but anyway, yeah. So I'll be doing another fitness competition this year. And also, like I was talking about earlier, like this this this work that I'm doing right now. Um it's so important to me to be to do my best at it. So all of like, I mean, I've just really, really full time, full speed ahead, just been focusing my energy on it. But I um I will say that it's in the end of life uh like world. And it's so cool. It's so cool. I'm so tempted to like share about it on my social media. I'm so tempted to post it. But I also um I'm also not here to give I'm just proud of it. So I want to tell people. I also love to educate people, but yeah, I'm also not here to be some evil fucking person's fodder for their bullshit games. Yeah. And I I have people I had people like that in my life very recently that were you know seeking to bring me down. Um and so I don't the less people know, I guess, about not less certain people know. And unfortunately, if I put it out there, then they'll have access to it and I don't need them to have access to it. But um as far as uh so that's really what I've been doing on a on a just diving into that and learning so much about that. It's it's fascinating. I think changing the conversation around death and and and how we relate to it. So I get to have a lot of really great conversations with people about that almost every day.

SPEAKER_00 1:41:16

So that's really another thing we were taught to taught to fear, you know.

SPEAKER_01 1:41:20

Yeah, oh yeah. Another thing we're completely disconnected from something we all do. Yeah, no one talks about it. Yeah, statistically, 70% of people on hospice have nothing planned when they die, they have nothing set up 70%. They don't have any arrangements, they haven't paid for anything. That's because they spent their whole life avoiding the topic. That's because they spent their whole life, you know, afraid and their families didn't whatever. And um, and it's really sad. It's a it's a it's a guarantee. Yeah, it's as much a part of your life as everything else. Yeah, so raising our consciousness around dying, you know. Yeah, so I get to be a part of that shifting. Um that's what I'm doing right now, is raising the consciousness around that, and that's really cool.

SPEAKER_00 1:42:21

Yeah, no, because we need, you know, in that in that area, we need more healing in that area, we need more, you know, spiritually grounded people in that area, and you know, people need to be better educated on on stuff like that too, and better educated on, you know, what exactly, you know, happens to the soul, you know, once you, you know, once you leave, and you know, you can, you know, and you you can either stay, you know, like stay in that, you know, light in heavenly place, or you you can, you know, or depending on there's that, that's like a whole nother deep conversation in and of itself, you know, like what you know, uh so like what can happen, you know, what you know happens to the soul, what people have reported, and you know, little kids having you know, three year a three-year-old having memory of being on the Titanic and everything, you know. It's it's really like it can really get like, oh my gosh, like it's like mind blown, yeah, you know, but it's like, yeah, but how does a three-year-old little kid, you know, remember being like on the Titanic or in the Civil War when theoretically speaking, they don't even know about that, you know. So yeah.

SPEAKER_01 1:43:38

There's a whole untapped part of being human that I think we're starting to get into, and um, and that's the good news.

SPEAKER_00 1:43:48

Right.

SPEAKER_01 1:43:49

The good news is that a lot of people are starting to tap into some of these um ancient wisdoms and these uh teachings and these knowings, and they're getting closer towards the more natural way of existing. From birth to death. Yeah, including all the stuff we were talking about with beauty and women and pregnancy and giving birth and societal norms and all that stuff we've all talked about. It's like coming to just headed in the direction towards the way that it was meant to be.

SPEAKER_00 1:44:28

Yes, yeah, I I totally agree. And you know, and yeah, and kudos to you for being in that whole like end of this lifetime, you know, because we we go on, you know. I I believe that, you know, as spiritual beings, we're eternal. We go on, you know, and this, you know, we're having a human experience right now. And you know, and definitely I think that that's very commendable that you're doing, you know, you're doing that and you're helping people with that. And you know, perhaps, you know, you were, you know, perhaps this is now your new, you know, your new mission, because I believe we have like more than one mission here, you know. And you know, and this is perhaps like, you know, your your new mission right now. And no, but I think that that's it's it is really is it's almost like you're that, you know, oracle or priestess from back in the back in the ancient times, and you know, you're you know, helping, you know, the you know, the the village elderly, you know, kind of transition out of this, you know, kind of like the ancient druids and all that stuff. And yeah, yeah. I I am so I feel so connected to like, you know, druidism and like what what we know about it, but you know, but I feel like the more I study druidism, it's like I feel like I get these downloads and everything, and you know, and it's it's it's kind of like all right, like like I'm I'm remembering, I'm remembering that ancient wisdom and everything. And yeah, so yeah. So all right, girl. Well, it was awesome talking to you. It's like what it's it's the episode is about as long as like the one with Simarie was last week. But yeah, but hey, when the conversation's flowing and it's something that I think you know, I really feel people need to hear. I mean, I think there's a reason why some conversations go on longer and you know, and flow the way they do. But yeah, but I'm happy to be here always. Thank you. Yeah, thank you so much. I'll have to have you on again for another update. Like, how's the you know, end of life, you know, end of life transitioning going and everything? Because yeah, because like I said, we do, you know, I believe at least, you know, we go on and everything. So, but yeah, but thank you so much, Susanna. Always awesome talking to you. And yeah, I'm so glad, you know, we met on the set of Midnight Massacre, and you know, because yeah, I I do and kind of like what I was telling Zach in from Death Comes Lifting, I do think like certain people cross your paths for a reason, you know. You know, I mean, like if you, you know, for those of there that believe in past lives, you know, perhaps you had a past, hey, perhaps all of us were burned at the stake in a past life. Like I I would not be shocked. Probably you all tied to stakes together.

SPEAKER_01 1:47:34

Oh my goodness. Until they came and snatched us up. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 1:47:38

Yep. Mm-hmm. That honestly, that would not surprise me at all. So but thank you so much, Tiffany. I appreciate it.

SPEAKER_01 1:47:48

Thank you and your viewers, and thank you, and I'll be back.

SPEAKER_00 1:47:52

Yes, yes, you will. So thank you everybody for watching. And um, actually, I'm going to upload this to both my podcasts, my Bonfires and Castles podcast as well, because that also touches on history and ancient wisdom. And I think we got into a lot of that here as well. So, um, but yes, but thank you to everybody uh for watching. Both my podcasts have been getting a surge in downloads and listeners. So that is awesome. I'm really happy about that. You guys are awesome. But uh, but yes, thank you so much uh for listening. Thank you again, Susanna, for coming back on. And as we move forward in this year of the fire horse, which is going to be a crazy year, but also a great year, too, depending on how you look at it and your perspective. Just always, whatever you do, stay safe, stay fierce, and don't be afraid to stay spooky as well. You know, maybe scare an NPC or two, but all right. All right, well, bye. Thank you.